D8<

If anything, I think we do deserve a last post for 2007...even if one with little worthy (and much on whiny) substance, lawl lawl.

So Jing's been feeling quite the similar to how she did a couple of years ago when she used Shi-Painter for the first time (and thusly gave birth to the Baphomet/Medusa head 'kaki that was robbed of a proper bg due to n00bdom, then and now):
1) A certain admin (though a different one from last time) is as actively against archiving as ever, and
2) General lack of worship when this shit is clearly superior. Quoting yours truly from ? years back: "Come on, can people really not see how much ass this kicks, compared to the rest of the cheesy crappy anime bullshit that makes up 99.98% percent of the board?" So sad that this still holds true, lolol.
3) Oh self-love, how I love mee~

And thus the inspiration to (finally) apply to the personally much-admired Fearsome with the above~ Though said board currently hosts some lesser worthy pieces on its front page, it is still house to a number of masters I've grown to admire very muchly so. It may be weird (and muchly pressure-filled) to draw amongst them...I hope this newfound patience for moar details and decent-er bg's holds. >_>;

For nostalgia's sake, ho!

P.S. - Iowa is one TOO very snowy place. -_-;

Bucket

"The Wheel of Time turns, and Ages come and pass, leaving memories that become legend. Legend fades to myth, and even myth is long forgotten when the Age that gave it birth comes again. In one Age, called the Third Age by some, an Age yet to come, an Age long past, a wind rose.... The wind was not the beginning. There are neither beginnings nor endings to the turning of the Wheel of Time. But it was a beginning."

It is done; it was done. 'Tis wonderful how the dates line up so nicely.
The social face, the private face...it's nice how you I use them both so nicely. Well, thank you. (For you, I found that) I haven't thrown away being human. (After all...)

I must truly be starting to age nicely like old ladies (lamenting the loss of youth, love, and baser days) should, to have shed at least five years' worth of tears in a mere five days.

どことなくその悲しそうな顔もきっと明日には忘れ消える
いつからだろうこんなに瞳が死んだのは
"The sadness on the face will probably be gone tomorrow
When did my eyes become dead?" Can anyone offer a better translation? Jing thanks in advance.

Tuesday, September 18th 2007
Missed Biology in the morning and was 15 minutes late for Bio Lab.

Cramming for Chem quiz in 7 hours.

Q_Q

One more nostalgia post x_x.

Jing's obsession w/ calves. ^^

Hyo's the man in that relationship.

Olivia = oily? never got that one x_x

I think Maggie's still afraid of me. x_x

Rora and our similar hair for 1 year ^^

Rezu-molesting :3

Amy and the stuffed cat

and whoever else i forgot to mention because i'm really tired @_@

you better be coming back on alumni day: November......shit something.

Nostalgia pain is disgustingly filling....NO! O SHI-

if you bastards turn me emo, I'll burn your houses down x__________________x

Let's Go Backwards~

Does anyone else remember random memories? Let's share some~ :3

• Stealing Jing's Skittles and getting chased by Jing, who fell down (by tripping over her messenger bag with her Converses) in front of a classroom. I lost the bag of Skittles. ;_; (Junior year)
• Just sitting in a corner of the half-floor with Hyo and Rezu, discussing possible strategies (or things we can do after school).
  
• teh KOOL KLUB (insert positions and member titles here)
• Sitting around the guidance room with Hyo, doing nothing. Helping organize some storage room, inserting report cards into their respective folder slowly so that the lady wouldn't think we were messing up.
• PROM: (I'm sure someone else can comment more about this.) It was such a beautiful night (though I didn't expect it to be.) Everyone looked so elegant... I feel bad that I er, made John and Maggie late. They had to look for me and stuff since John's sister was driving us all to Waldorf=Astoria.
  

(to be continued...)

[Random image added by yuuzora]

June days and portraits

Reflections over people, in more or less the order I've come to know them. As the reader may or may not remember, the idea was first planted in my head when wifey sought my opinion over her own deliverance of the same to her circle. Of course, as I recently found out, the elaborate plan on her end did not go down so well...and I dare not try/risk the same within our fragile little group. Keeping my authorship anonymous, as she had tried to do, is out of the question. We all have too distinct a written voice, and I like thinking that my own is too unmistakable in any case.

I strictly believe I need not mention names in the following, as that should hardly make a difference given the level of SCREAMING OBVIOUSNESS LOLO.

Please also keep in mind that I'm clearly not doing this with any intention of bringing about any form of controversy or hurt. However, I cannot promise that you will not be disturbed, or laugh, or raise an eyebrow at what I write. I do not yet know who or how many I plan to, or will, cover; for the purposes of this entry, only one person was done due to major laziness/exhaustion/running out of steam. Read for fun, if you will.

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As I may have mentioned, chronology is a thing I always try sticking to in the telling of anything, and for that purpose, I start with the one I often credit as what lead me to the rest of you.

Her physical state is, perhaps, one of those that have warped/changed the most since my first days of meeting her; however, most change seemed to have taken place during sophomore year, and any that may have come afterward is minuscule in comparison. Whereas once the adjective to describe her may have been a cute and simple "pudgy", now it hovers on a rosy and harmonious "plump". Not many may recall her ancient form as a freshman three-somewhat years ago, but she did once possess the generic, shoulder-length straight-cut hair with no bangs of the stereotypical, quiet, glasses-wearing, anime(*COUGH YAOI COUGH*)-loving Asian girl. Post some time and emofication (of hair, that is), it came to our attention that she is, in fact, quite pretty a creature underneath her quiet guise, and that the features framed by her tastefully (read: deliciously) round face/head/hair are, in fact, of lolital beauty. There was a time when the default summon for her was, "Widdu girl, widdu girl, come here! I gots candy for you in de baffwoom..."

Perhaps the shiest and definitely most quiet of our group, her pose and gesture always tend to make her one to stand out least. Stalking/hopping about from place to place, even her jab-in-your-back/tug-on-your-shirt/"HEY [insert name in lower case]..." to get your attention is reserved in nature. Her laugh is quiet, silent, and gone after an initial chuckle; the rest is almost always a smile half-hidden by her hand. Her sneeze reminds me nothing more or less than the most darling "nya~" from a docile cat.

Mild and dawdling, she is never one too moved or too decisive (though the last is a mark of our entire group, lawl), and is almost never one to spring to action. "Hurr"-ing or "uhh"-ing like an old turtle lady, she would draw a glance off to the side before eying you again, perhaps giving a fake "a-hah...(aha)h..." laugh, and then shrugging back to inaction. Though she is a caring person and will not totally forsake your bond under any circumstance (e.g., when everyone else is ignoring/excluding you), lazy idleness will prevent her from getting in to anything overtly deep. Though she will talk to you still, she will not speak out. Though she has endless support, she will not actively be at your defense. Anything problematic or troubling you unload onto her will be received with a sympathetic nod, but the second she finds it hitting close to home (i.e., prompting her to some sort of action or bringing about change), she will turn a silently blind eye and pretend that nothing has been said. The impression here is that profound thought troubles her sleeping brain, and she really would rather just let things be. Intensities, extremities, and struggle in life exist not for her; she is one to let the flow take her wherever 'til the end of days.

Reserved, lukewarm, quiet. These words are the air she breathes around her. Timid to physical touch, the only time one is to ever see her jump is when she's recoiling from a forceful hug or predatory touch. Quick to slap your hand and push your face away, one can almost believe that she's a no-nonsense person. But really, like any of the rest of us, she is up to some good (albeit maybe slow) fun. Picky and sophisticated over her choice of food matters, she's usually the one who is sure to take pictures of whatever is on the plate before it is eaten. Of course, that is not to say food pictures are the only ones she takes... Like largely the rest of the whattheboobians, she has a taste for the visual and dabbles in drawing/photography. Many of the more artsy-looking pictures around trace back to her hand, and her drawing style is one of much distinction and character, contrary to what she may think.

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Yeah. =P

Revival??

Ah, heck. I know this most likely will PHAIL a second time, but it's nevertheless worth it to give it a try. Does anyone remember this "project" of ours, at all? Started around December 2005 according to my books, and meant to be a new banner to this place once finished? Laura began by drawing everyone's "rough" noggin in place, and then it's supposed to be passed around, each person redrawing their heads to make it look more like them + adding comments...preferably all done in MS Paint?

I guess I'm in sort of a nostalgic mood today to even look at this thing again. Let's not turn it into too large of a tragic letdown.

...is like pissing in an ocean of piss.

Dear "AGP" or whatever you are called these days:

This looks like a convo I had with Rez little more than a month back (around mid-March and definitely before you people's Spring Break Montreal spree). A bit outdated already given this apparent new look in matters, but still worthy of contemplation anyway, I suppose. Read when you aren't too drunk or high, guys, and I hope you feel absolutely as indifferent, as apathetic, as purposeless and thoughtless as ever by the time you're done. Or better yet, don't read at all. Such a hassle, no? But worry not, for you certainly won't see another from me. Enjoy all your excess, and here's to many more.

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yuuzora (8:47:01 PM): We hanged A LOT in gym junior year.
yuuzora (8:47:10 PM): Me, Dylan, Vlad, Pragus.
realitystained (8:47:11 PM): I didn't really talk to him much back then though and he didn't really notice me O_o;
realitystained (8:47:20 PM): I got to know him mainly through vlad
realitystained (8:47:22 PM): just during senior year
yuuzora (8:47:25 PM): I see.
yuuzora (8:48:08 PM): Did I tell you how I knew him so well junior year, and then just shut him out since May...until September of senior year, when he somehow magically started hanging out with ALL the whattheboobians.
realitystained (8:48:09 PM): and I didn't even know vlad except that he existed until by some coincidence i decided to IM him some time early in the summer
yuuzora (8:48:22 PM): I see...
realitystained (8:48:32 PM): I've heard that story more or less methinks
yuuzora (8:48:39 PM): Yeah.
yuuzora (8:49:17 PM): And during May and June, Dylan was, by that time, pretty freaked by what I was doing and hanged more and more with Chet and Waymo...and saw a lot of the then-third floor people, I guess.
yuuzora (8:49:43 PM): And at the start of senior year...it all migrated to become the second floor crew, and somehow Wilson, Nelson, etc. also joined in.
realitystained (8:49:55 PM): yeah...
realitystained (8:49:59 PM): it's really interesting how
realitystained (8:50:04 PM): we've known all these people
realitystained (8:50:06 PM): separately
realitystained (8:50:16 PM): but now it's sort of just merged into one rather loose group O_o
yuuzora (8:50:30 PM): Yes...
yuuzora (8:50:40 PM): And whattheboob is almost completely disintegrating.
yuuzora (8:50:59 PM): It's funny how I tend to see Hyo as the center of whattheboob...
yuuzora (8:51:17 PM): Like she is the symbol, the link that connects all its extremely loose and volatile members.
realitystained (8:51:39 PM): she's always been I think
yuuzora (8:51:54 PM): Like, not all whattheboobians would directly go out of their way to hang out with each other, but we all would go out of our way to hang out with Hyo...
realitystained (8:52:08 PM): it is through her that most of us got to know each other after all
realitystained (8:52:13 PM): it kind of grew around her
realitystained (8:52:14 PM): literally
yuuzora (8:52:17 PM): Yes.
yuuzora (8:52:30 PM): And somehow...
yuuzora (8:52:55 PM): If something happens to change Hyo, it would mark the end to the whattheboobism in my head.
realitystained (8:56:09 PM): personally, i've felt very distant to it since mid soph year, i still knew everyone, but whattheboob as I knew it, seemed ended to me some time ago, it's changed dramatically no longer do we sit and wait for each other, no longer do we ponder where one of us has gone off to, no longer do we venture off together. As of said, it is indeed a very loose group now O_o and should Hyo...change it would simply lose the center, she would become one of us and drift out to the edge of the circle or whatnot, but it's already become quite spread out, and not as closely knit, personally, it wouldn't feel altogether too different...
realitystained (8:56:32 PM): *As I've
yuuzora (8:57:40 PM): That, sadly, is actually quite very true.
yuuzora (8:57:54 PM): But I have never acquired that perspective...
yuuzora (8:58:29 PM): And just as I seemed to be on the verge of being kicked out also, somehow that didn't happen.
yuuzora (8:59:01 PM): Hyo just made a sudden transition one day and accepted all of the Ridwan-ness and whatnot, and I was happy for that...but at the same time, the group concept has somehow simultaneously disappeared altogether.
yuuzora (8:59:41 PM): But as to the fact that we are loose and unstable and whatnot...I saw that way back at the beginning of soph year.
yuuzora (9:00:36 PM): I remember saying to myself, this is not a group where people really give a shit about EVERY SINGLE ONE ELSE. Some may be closer to one or two, but the majority just don't give a shit. We have fun while together...while nothing much else holds us together.
realitystained (9:00:38 PM): We used to wait for each other, we used to not wander off without saying bye now we just kind of head home whenever we please, if we were siblings before, we are simply distant cousins now I would think...
yuuzora (9:01:13 PM): Heh, I was a latecomer in that sense.
yuuzora (9:01:19 PM): At the end of freshie year...
yuuzora (9:01:33 PM): Whereas I understand there is a history long before that.
yuuzora (9:01:38 PM): But I wasn't even around to see it.
yuuzora (9:02:05 PM): By the beginning of soph year I sensed the drifty nature in this so-called group...and I sort of gave it up even then.
yuuzora (9:03:02 PM): I expected no more than just hanging out and having fun with the group as a whole unit of EVERYONE. I was close to you/Laura/Hyo at some point or other, but never everyone at once.
realitystained (9:03:28 PM): yeah, I agree with the you/laura/hyo
realitystained (9:03:37 PM): I never was quite as close to anyone else within the group
realitystained (9:03:47 PM): though I was aware it was much larger than just us four...
yuuzora (9:04:22 PM): And then came the point where the only thin thread holding "everyone" together became the whattheboob blog itself...and I really don't understand why I try so much to keep things together, on that site alone, if nothing else in real life...
realitystained (9:06:05 PM): I felt rather distant and ambivalent toward the whattheboob site at it's creation, I don't suppose I ever fully embraced it as a means of holding us together, though I did see the whole "thin thread"ness if anything, it was afterall my only means of at least pretending to be part of whattheboob at that point in time
realitystained (9:06:37 PM): i actually feel a lot more assimilated into it than i did then
yuuzora (9:07:30 PM): The real group spirit that you spoke of...where "I and I" would wait for "I and I", seemed to have died with - a n k i -.
yuuzora (9:07:46 PM): I convinced rora to make whattheboob because I really wanted to recreate anki...
yuuzora (9:08:26 PM): Somehow, I thought if we have something like it again, people will come back to the way things were...but obviously that didn't and couldn't work out, not when I myself was a hypocrite and was still obviously excluding you back then.
realitystained (9:09:13 PM): Indeed...though anki itself was never too strong either
realitystained (9:09:25 PM): you will remember it began only with laura, and ended with only yourself
realitystained (9:09:36 PM): with maybe few and rare interjections of me and hyo
yuuzora (9:10:11 PM): Indeed...
yuuzora (9:10:25 PM): I was happy during whattheboob's initial months.
yuuzora (9:10:34 PM): We kept activity up longer than anki ever did.
yuuzora (9:10:44 PM): However, the same fate would befall again.
realitystained (9:11:06 PM): to be honest, we're simply too lazy
yuuzora (9:11:06 PM): Except now even I am mostly too lazy to give classic rants...
yuuzora (9:11:10 PM): Yeah. Exactly.
yuuzora (9:11:16 PM): But there's also the thing that...
yuuzora (9:11:25 PM): Most of the stuff I want to rant about simply can't be done openly like that.
yuuzora (9:11:33 PM): I have stuff to say about us as a group.
yuuzora (9:11:44 PM): And it's not exactly the best sort of talk to put up...
realitystained (9:13:01 PM): That is something of the sort I noticed during my...let us say exile from whattheboob, of course I had plenty of time to pick out all the flaws of the group, and all the flaws of myself as a member of that group, one of them was the fact that despite however close we may have been there is the undeniable fact that it's always awkward to actually seriously and candidly talk about and discuss things
realitystained (9:13:19 PM): everyone tends to shift away or change the subject or simply not be willing to stomach such things and respond
realitystained (9:13:37 PM): one is never aware of what too many of the others actually feels or thinks on more serious topics
realitystained (9:14:00 PM): but by means of interpretation, guesswork, etc.
yuuzora (9:15:38 PM): Haha...
yuuzora (9:15:46 PM): How true, how true.
yuuzora (9:17:12 PM): During your exile...actually, however determined I was in telling myself that I won't bend my head until the day I reach a "similar situation" as you did, if you put even a flicker of the stuff you wrote on your xanga, it could have been enough to overturn my stomach.
yuuzora (9:17:27 PM): I actually checked your xanga quite often.
yuuzora (9:17:33 PM): And was sick with myself and what I was doing.
yuuzora (9:18:29 PM): By "overturn my stomach", I meant driving me to do things like strangle-hugging you the next time I see you in real life and just cry onto your shoulder or something.
yuuzora (9:19:01 PM): That's how guilty I felt, at times, over the whole ordeal.
yuuzora (9:19:30 PM): But even so, I never communicated much with Hyo and others to sort of check on how they were taking this...
yuuzora (9:19:51 PM): You are totally right in that we don't communicate on deeper levels at all.
yuuzora (9:20:06 PM): And mostly out of simple laziness and unwillingness to be more deeply involved.
yuuzora (9:20:10 PM): We are all lazy to the bone.
realitystained (9:20:17 PM): Indeed...
yuuzora (9:20:21 PM): See nothing...hear nothing...and everything will be simple and good.
yuuzora (9:20:29 PM): That is our weird little defunct policy.
realitystained (9:20:38 PM): someone has on several occasions blatantly stated she'd just rather not think about things that much
yuuzora (9:20:55 PM): That is the general mood with everyone, I can really say.
realitystained (9:21:01 PM): Indeed indeed
realitystained (9:21:06 PM): a little strange though
yuuzora (9:21:17 PM): Which is what I usually mean when I state things like, "we don't give a shit about each other".
yuuzora (9:22:21 PM): You know...I'm having a strange impulse/urge to just post this whole thing onto whattheboob.
yuuzora (9:22:27 PM): But something also holds me back.
yuuzora (9:22:32 PM): I don't dare to do this...
realitystained (9:22:35 PM): Indeed...
realitystained (9:22:51 PM): and I think it's that same thing that always holds us back from ever seriously revealing such things
realitystained (9:23:10 PM): the strange fear of that awkwardness that simply looking over the topic and pretending it didn't happen
realitystained (9:23:16 PM): as tends to be the reaction..
yuuzora (9:23:28 PM): Heh...
yuuzora (9:24:00 PM): People will look, read, look the other way, and a few days later will pretend (and even truly believing) that nothing has ever happened.
yuuzora (9:24:12 PM): Because, deep down, again, we simply don't give a fuck.
yuuzora (9:24:19 PM): We are already second term seniors, a lot of us think.
yuuzora (9:24:23 PM): Soon nothing will matter.
realitystained (9:25:05 PM): Indeed, however much they might feel a tinge of truth in it, they would think "yeah..that's too bad, but what are we to do about it *shrug*" and there it goes...
yuuzora (9:25:27 PM): Of course, of course...
yuuzora (9:26:14 PM): I, myself, was willing to go on this way (as I was "taught" and have gotten used to in the past two or three years), until wifey sent me an email some time ago that sent me thinking...
yuuzora (9:26:23 PM): She asked me about what I thought of an idea she had.
yuuzora (9:26:45 PM): She was seeking my advice because I was uninvolved, thus my opinion would not be biased, etc.
yuuzora (9:27:01 PM): These are her exact words:
yuuzora (9:27:30 PM): I am in the process of creating memoir of sorts—more as a list of grievances, I suppose, than anything else—about...basically everyone that I've been spending my time with over the last few years (well not everyone, but the most significant figures). And the more I compose, the more I have this undying desire to...LET THEM READ IT. Anonymously of course. This mostly involves the process of slipping the copies into everyone's locker. :D

These papers however, are exceedingly harsh and critical, and I am sure that they would not be accepted with much acclaim. I am dreading the consequences of what would happen if they were to find my identity. X( HOHOHO. And yes, in addition to writing about them, I will write about myself, in order to cover my tracks.
realitystained (9:28:07 PM): hehe..
realitystained (9:28:10 PM): that is strange
yuuzora (9:28:10 PM): Huh. So you're probably confused on why I would ever want to do such a thing. Well, me and this darling girl in my little group had quite the argument during regents week, and we had both decided that the solution was to have a group chat, one in which no feelings are barred, and all that pent up angst is expressed in full emotion. (I suspect that she wanted to have this for another purpose, but its something I don't have to elaborate on) Well, after polling many people that were to participate, I decided against it due to many people believing that..."It's the end of the year. Lets just stay happy for the rest of it, please?"

yuuzora (9:28:32 PM): She was basically asking me whether she would really do this, the locker note thing.
yuuzora (9:28:43 PM): I told her to go ahead...there's nothing to lose from such doings.
yuuzora (9:29:00 PM): But at the meantime, of course, I couldn't' help but think about what's going on here, with the whattheboobians.
yuuzora (9:29:11 PM): How different are they from us...
yuuzora (9:29:21 PM): Or, perhaps, not so different after all?
realitystained (9:29:29 PM): strangely enough, I pondered over creating just about the exact same thing during my exile
realitystained (9:29:40 PM): and similarly, slipping a copy to all
yuuzora (9:30:07 PM): Yes, another thing that, if had been done, would have at least sent one teary Jing running after you down the hall.
yuuzora (9:30:15 PM): Don't know how that would have affected others...
yuuzora (9:30:25 PM): But if you had actually done any of these things...
yuuzora (9:30:33 PM): Perhaps we would all be a bit different now.
realitystained (9:30:42 PM): positively? negatively?
realitystained (9:30:50 PM): that's one thing I suppose I could never sort out..
yuuzora (9:31:23 PM): I would imagine that bonding would have at least soared for some amount of time...
yuuzora (9:31:36 PM): It may or may not keep up, but that...
yuuzora (9:32:06 PM): In itself, is that good or bad? Does it say we are, after all, conscientious beings? Or that we just can't change?
yuuzora (9:32:30 PM): And, of course, there's always the ultimate question of "does any of this even matter"?
yuuzora (9:32:52 PM): Even though I would of course say it does...
yuuzora (9:33:06 PM): It simply doesn't work that way for every person.
realitystained (9:33:40 PM): Indeed...
yuuzora (9:33:43 PM): And this type of thinking is the exact sort of thing that hurt people's brains.
yuuzora (9:34:05 PM): So I totally understand people for opting to forget everything altogether.
realitystained (9:34:08 PM): Again, we can't even be sure how much some of the others actually "give a shit" about each other
yuuzora (9:34:12 PM): Maybe, just maybe...we are wrong in complaining.
yuuzora (9:34:26 PM): Maybe it was better to just hang out, have fun, and not questioning things beyond that.
yuuzora (9:34:36 PM): Of course.
yuuzora (9:35:09 PM): And, if so...I suppose it really doesn't matter if I just post this thing, right now, on whattheboob. With typos and whatnot edited, of course.
yuuzora (9:35:33 PM): It certainly seems like things can not change for the worse from this.
realitystained (9:36:01 PM): haha..
yuuzora (9:36:02 PM): Really, the "worst" that can happen in this case is that we pretend nothing has happened...
yuuzora (9:36:23 PM): Which isn't really even that bad a thing.
yuuzora (9:37:27 PM): I've actually talked with Dylan over such topics.
yuuzora (9:38:04 PM): I told him about whattheboob, a brief history of our "traumatic moments" (i.e., your "exile"), how I find it weird to think Hyo would...
yuuzora (9:38:21 PM): It may seem weird to others that I talk to him like that...
yuuzora (9:38:37 PM): But then again, there were times when we talked a lot more, for days on end.
yuuzora (9:39:11 PM): We had a lot to say to each other back then, back in April, except he also pissed the hell out of me a lot more in those days.
yuuzora (9:39:24 PM): After the whole "Jing exiling him" thing, he's actually become a lot tamer.
yuuzora (9:39:31 PM): To be actually bearable in company now.
yuuzora (9:39:53 PM): Either that, or that we have simply gotten extremely used to his..."ways"...due to overexposure.
yuuzora (9:39:54 PM): -_-
yuuzora (9:40:06 PM): But he's definitely become a lot less annoying, a lot less of a dick.
realitystained (9:40:19 PM): and don't forget /b/ we have undoubtedly become a bit corrupted ourselves
yuuzora (9:40:27 PM): ...Heh.
yuuzora (9:40:34 PM): Of course.
yuuzora (9:40:44 PM): The Anonymous connection.
realitystained (9:40:55 PM): but on the other hand I also recall Dylan of junior year to be a more unapproachable figure
yuuzora (9:41:30 PM): Indeed.
yuuzora (9:45:32 PM): But anyway...
yuuzora (9:46:04 PM): After I suddenly re-accepted Dylan and started talking to him again, I was pleasantly surprised (or not too surprised?) that he had since refined himself quite a bit.
yuuzora (9:46:33 PM): But what followed was rather shocking to me...
yuuzora (9:46:45 PM): Somehow he grew close to Hyo and group, by a lot.

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And we may all know the rest of the story. Spring Break comes, and when Jing comes back from Ohio, she finds that everyone has suddenly turned into drunkards slash potheads in making. Perhaps I'm overreacting and have expected too much from people in the first place, but that, as we all know already, can only be my fault.

Anonymous instincts tell me this is actually a great story full of lulz. I'll definitely try laughing this one off sometime.

So.

I guess none of us really puts that much effort into even pretending that this place is alive any more. Ah well, nothing new...

Though Jing still promises a detailed rant on the Feb. 10 Deg concert, to be posted some day in the future. And no, for once, this isn't empty talk since I do have it saved as a draft. It's just we don't know WHEN it will make its debut.

Heads up (for those who still even check the place):
Year book photos for Pink Lemoned is this Thursday, after 10th, on the half floor. Though the majority of us don't even consider J-rock these days, I think we should still be there...just for remembrance's sake. Most of us made our appearance freshman year, and it wasn't even OUR year's Indicator.

Dear whattheboob,

How much DO you care?

FIRST ENCOUNTERS OF THE MONGLING KIND

check out that date. freshman year first days. well soph for everyone else. @_@

DOLLS

JING LIKES THEM. *GIGGLE, GIGGLE, ETC.* 8D
(Sauce: Dirga Dolls)

1. Belial.











































































































































2. Aven.


3. Tora.

Don't watch this for more than 20 seconds.

Dylan's Couch - Episode 8 - The Project


Haha, I found this video randomly and it was funny because it has absolutely nothing in common with the one we know. But I warn you, don't watch more than 20 seconds of it.

Notice this funny comment on the video:
"Dylan, you have quite a prominent JAWBONE..."

I also found a song that's sort of related~ "Brooklyn" by Plastic Little. Listen or download it from here.

Okay, here are the lyrics from a listener with horrible hearing:

One day when I'm older
I'd like to move to Brooklyn when I finish my schooling
I'd like to move to Brooklyn because Philly is so small, you fuck one girl, you fucked them all
plus they're all friends so they'll talk shit on your dick and how you use it
but Brooklyn, she is so large, you can party hard and never get a bad rep
Bedford Stuyvesant and Williamsburg forqu---(?), you know I'll be there
I can take the bridge and go into Chelsea, the art galleries and the champagne
but the towers, they fell down so I can't tell which way is south now
Oh Brooklyn, Oh Brooklyn, Brooklyn, Brooklyn, Brooklyn
If you were a girl, I'd eat you out, and for five days, I wouldn't wash my mouth
Brooklyn, Oh Brooklyn, Brooklyn, Brooklyn, Brooklyn
Brooklyn, Oh Brooklyn, Brooklyn, Brooklyn, Brooklyn

Random

Harhar im baack on this thing,

and you might be able to tell that i am horribly bored
so i share pics with you guys

i love that comic from cyanide and happiness. Buwahaha that last frame :D

Break

The slot for January must not go skipped/empty. We have to at least somewhat pretend that this place thrives still, no? ~_~; With senior year second term eight hours away, I'm almost tempted to make promises of future "classic Jing-rants" to come, except even I know I don't "tend" to keep these types of random hope-raising. (Which seems to go for art, too. A certain puppy-eyed girl on dA is still praying that I'd one day draw her that kitty, even when given the knowledge that I've never seriously drawn a cat in my life. What am I, cruel?)

We tried making a snowman in Ohio. Unfortunately, by the time we (meaning my father and I) finally gave in to my sibling's whining and actually went around putting things into action, the snow was already several days old and would not stick for the love of all the pedos in the world. In the end, the body really was just a mound...and the noggin a plastic bag stuffed with snow. Yes, how ghetto/bootleg is that? We should have totally taken a picture. What's more, I swear I have had to draw and cut at least ten paper gingerbread men for each of the two brats over the period of the past week. I don't know what they teach kids in preschool nowadays in this country, but...yeah yeah. The point, kids, is that you do not, under any circumstances, want to have kids. Or even if, by some unfortunate series of events, you do land yourself or someone else pregnant, pray that you are NOT getting twins (or triplets, quadruplets, etc).

I think I've noticed only now just how peculiar my taste seems to be. O_o;

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