Eaton Canyon

Stumbled onto this place rather by accident after shopping. Overcast day + 1.5 hr til sunset = great for walking, terrible for pictures D: Next time will bring a real camera, and find the source of all this water.

Stillborn conversations

I was going to tell you my favorite book is French, and how it's a little sad to think I'll likely never get to read it in its original format. :D

CTN Roadtrip 2017

From two weekends ago, 6 legit hours on Saturday and 4ish not-so-legit hours on Sunday. I've never drawn this hard in my life, and I never knew ischial bones could hurt for 3 full days after the fact. :D :D :D

Incredible costumes and storytelling from Daniella Traub, John Tucker, Toni Sky, and Jonathan Cripple. All poses 5-10 min. Thank you so much for the opportunity.

Also Glenn Vilppu drew us. :o :o :o

What did you want me to say?

"I wish you were with me." Turn it into a smile
"I wish you were with me." I uttered with a smile
"I want you to stay by my side." I switch to put on my smile

How does that help anyone to have it be said?

Unfortunately my repertoire of coping mechanisms consists of a) to forget, b) to hide, and c) to numb, and needless to say, none of them have been working. I can't look away from you even if I get distracted and forget. What I want hasn't changed one bit since the last time we spoke on fb, except for the dread since then to actually speak out again. What good would it do? I'll wait this out, I say. With more time it'll be better, I say.

How does it help anyone to have that be said?