I was the person who wept after falling to his seduction to kill the pope and Athena.
I was the person who choked up upon finding out post-mortem that he'd exploited Poseidon in order to exact revenge on society.
I was the person who bawled my eyes out upon temporary revival by Hades and learning he'd finally aligned with our goddess.
Do not doubt that this person exists. My little Kanon might be a little rowdy and uncontrollable, but that doesn't get in the way of me loving him without reservation...or me beating him up whenever I get bored."
I was the person who wept after being jailed by him at Cape Sounion.
I was the person who choked up upon finding out he was temporarily revived by Hades.
I was the person who, in the middle of kicking specter ass in the underworld, came too close to bawling my eyes out just because using Galaxian Explosion made me think of him.
Do not doubt that my kind of brother complex exists. My big bro might be a bit mentally ill, but that doesn't get in the way of me loving him without reservation...or me dying for him completely by choice."
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他只是其他方面都太过惊才绝艳出类拔萃，然而上帝，或者其他什么神，仍然还是做到了绝对公平，使得他只有一件事上笨到一塌糊涂甚至普通人也不如的地步，那 就是如何真正地去爱，去疼惜，去放松，去相处，以及去原谅。原谅自己的同时坦然接受“看似完美的撒加深深爱着完全不完美的加隆”这个事实...
他就像个固执的孩子，偏执任性而且自私，将自身的痛苦归罪给唯一一个他潜意识里完全信任、完全依赖的人，因为大概只有这个人，无论他做什么，也不会走掉。甚至，还是会像一直以来那样的爱他。 -SPF20
[Commentary on Saga's characterization by SPF20]
It's just that he is too inhumanly perfect and outstanding in every other aspect, and the gods of creation (or Kurumada) are just - so they made him exceptionally dim-wittedly retarded on only one aspect in life, and that is how to truly love, to treasure, to be at ease, to forgive. As in, to forgive himself and at the same time accept the fact that "a seemingly perfect Saga profoundly loves a flawed and imperfect Kanon"...
He is like a stubborn child, willfully paranoid and selfish, attributing his own pain to the one person whom he subconsciously fully trusts and fully depends upon - likely because that is also the one person who would never abandon him regardless of what he does, and who would continue to love him without condition as always.
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[A series of micronovels/eulogies by 雁字回时]
7.
Under that mask you have sat on the patriarch's lonely throne
for seven years.
You knew how long it felt, as you prayed for salvation to
come upon the next morrow each day.
Yet, you did not know that an almost-as-long wait would need
to pass before you could see him again.
8.
Thirteen years ago he left and never returned.
Thirteen years later he panicked, as he realized he now
can't return.
So, despite that it wasn't for him, you nevertheless came
back.
After life, there is still eternity.
13.
Most people don't care to observe that when a finger is
pressed against a mirror, there exists a distance between the fingertip and the
reflected image.
When you were little, you were taught that that was due to
the thickness of the glass.
You even believed that at the time.
Only now, when you press your finger again, do you
realize that that distance is due to despair.
15.
It's a shame no one is capable of this.
Because thirteen years ago he was an unknown, and thirteen
years later he was a sinner.
Because he had the dominion, because he had the atrocity, because he
engineered a god into destroying the world.
And so, in the end, no one would send him sympathy just
because you died. Not one blasphemed word.
29.
In a childhood fight he once tore up a drawing you made together. You privately saved the pieces and pasted it back together. When the picture was once more complete, he, too, came back.
So, when you tore yourself up, you held onto the same belief that he, too, would come to piece you back together.
But you overlook that he's always been such a headstrong bastard who doesn't know the first thing about repair. So all he ultimately does
is break himself into a thousand pieces
so he can join you as torn debris
...
#manlyfuckingtearsAlso, live Deg news is officially the only reason I have left for staying on facebook:
My ears will be slightly less blue for the next ten days. Dare I say Kyo's voice had a full recovery?
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