Monday, May 01, 2017

What did you want me to say?





"I wish you were with me." Turn it into a smile
"I wish you were with me." I uttered with a smile
"I want you to stay by my side." I switch to put on my smile

How does that help anyone to have it be said?

Unfortunately my repertoire of coping mechanisms consists of a) to forget, b) to hide, and c) to numb, and needless to say, none of them have been working. I can't look away from you even if I get distracted and forget. What I want hasn't changed one bit since the last time we spoke on fb, except for the dread since then to actually speak out again. What good would it do? I'll wait this out, I say. With more time it'll be better, I say.

How does it help anyone to have that be said?

1 comment:

c.c. said...

A, Apparently I don't know how to cut that part of it, and
B, I don't even know how to grasp what you're saying with that sentence. To me it's self-contradictory. Everything you are to me is pretty closely tied to the fact that I