1. When it happened the first time I had wanted to apologize, because even then I still felt guilty for being angry at you. It was wrong; it was immoral. But when it happened again, I must say my patience ran out on the spot. You were thus thrown off the pedestral upon which I placed you for the past almost three years... I love you, still. I treat you better than most, still. Perhaps with the right communication I will talk to you about this issue next time, but as of now, this is the only way I will admit that.
2. Sometimes I look back and find this whole thing very pointless, especially when you, the victim herself, don't even realize you have been victimized.
3. Look at that Prince Cockroach, sitting on his high horse...have a nice time while you last. Only slightly more than one year now, only slightly more. How will you then accept the breaking day? I cannot wait to see and laugh. Anyone who approaches me so arrogantly as he did will get his payday, albeit in Monopoly money. I'd love to see you beg then.
4. Do you ever turn around and feel that perhaps, there could be some reality behind our titles to each other? That perhaps this isn't so much a cliche afterall? We came that close to actually living together... You had suggested it yourself. Perhaps I liked it; perchance I did indeed.
5. Where did you go? You were among the first I met at that dear motherland, and among the first to abandon me. The last email from three years ago says you were trapped in a boarding school. Tell me that is not the case, now... Come back.
6. I once ploted with a friend to track you down in that northern country, just to say thank you; good bye. You, who presented me that spark of life in my thirteenth year, whose name still echo with a pulse in my head each time it is said, whispered, writen. You, who defined the very meaning of faith and obsession. I would have remained homophobic if it wasn't for you...isn't that a funny thought, now?
7. The only reason I say I want to turn the clock back to freshman year and keep it there is because of...because of-- You have no idea how many people have called me stupid over this matter. Oh, how they all laughed. You hated crazy, unquiet people; you do still. How do you want me to treat you then?
8. I love and miss the four of you. I lied when I said only two. I lied.
9. I "said" I wished to stay here, but that's because I hoped and waited for you to pull me away...instead of me having to move myself. I need to feel powerless sometimes, too, just so I can stop blaming myself for things gone wrong. Do I regret, now?
10. You do not seem to belive me when I said I find that odd-body part of yours attractive. But such a thing is not something I'd lie or joke about... My only wish now is to see someone wear shorts one day soon, now that the weather gets ridiculously warm on certain days. Perhaps then I will have a way easier time approaching you. Perhaps then I will be reminded of why I ever paid attention to you in the first place. Perhaps then...
Ookay, that last one was getting a bit too obvious and embarrassing. XD;
i dont think i have 10 things to say...but yeah ill try.
1. you annoy me at times, but then i get over it afterwards. we have that bond no one else has but then again, we hardly see each other anymore. we talked about the future and how we are going to attend each other's *cough*. those times when we talk about anything and everything makes our friendship worth while. i'm so glad i met you and i wish we can keep in contact through college and beyond. i feel as i don't know you enough to say all this but, meh who cares xD?
2. AHH GET AWAY! stop hanging around us. it's bothersome and erk, evasive. just leave us be.
Wow, Hyo, I don't think that third one belongs on this list. -_-; I don't really have ten things to say neither.
~ After so many years, you have started to become really tired and more lazy. I think you've affected me too much. I have always wished that you were more outgoing, social, ambitious and strong so that you would have passed it onto me. ~ I'm sorry for saying that I didn't miss you. In reality, I do. I hope that we can hang out one day again. Those years really helped me shape my life and they were happy years. I'm sorry for not accepting and returning your hugs. ~ By moving so far away, you have left almost entirely. It doesn't seem like like you miss us much. Do you ever wonder how it would be if you hadn't moved? ~ I don't know why we never keep in contact. Do you think we'll recognize and greet each other if we happen to cross paths? I hope we say something more than a "hello." ~ Gahhhh, get away. I want my space. And I don't like being depended on. Although it's selfish and horrible of me, I'd rather have someone stronger and powerful.
First of all, there is my urge to smack-smack Hyo for that porn remark...>O
And Oli, mine covered a great spectrum of people. Meaning everyone from parents to school people to internet people, obviously not in that order. And those really were things I would never say to them...yeah. >_> <_< >_>
1. I'm sorry I've taken you for granted those few years. I wasn't a very good friend. We don't see each anymore but maybe someday in the future we'll still be as close as we used to. I miss you.
2. Fuck you bitch - You better double checked that you locked all your doors and windows because when I get a gun, I'm coming after you.
3. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. Please die.
1. Did you ever care so much as I did for you? I don't understand how it happened anymore. The emotions of then are lost. But there was a time when you were one of the most important things in my days, dare I say most important? Indeed who knows how much farther I would've fallen in my tired-ness and apathy without such sanctuary. But now, who can say whose fault is whose, we've made our mistakes, both of us. I can only apologize.
2. Your immaturity strikes me as amusing. There are times I don't understand, but under the facade of a stranger, there are new eyes with which to observe. At times there is pity. A flaw of my own? I don't know, though I have asked and asked...futile. Alas, words escape me. Both mistaken.
3. Dear friend, I miss you most perhaps. Sadly, fatigue has filled your place, burdensome. I hope to share days with you again such as in the past. I hope you know still, that I'll always care for you. I hope someday when there's nothing left to fill our times, we can return to our friendship. I hope it never fades away~
4. I have been nothing but a burden, and in some way I wish I could repay a debt larger than my pocket's worth. But alas, I lack such resources, and with the mistakes I've made, it shall be a long time, perhaps to late, before it is done. It feels me with regret.
5. I never hated you, nor would I have wanted you to dissipate... But your eyes tell a different story, one-sided. There is growing to be done, growth and sight to be attained, but alas we are all flawed, and none shall ever be, all-seeing. Such simple things, made multi-faceted, or so it seems at times... amusing...almost. I can only hope you know there were no feelings of malice at that point in time. I can admit my own mistakes, muddled in desperation. Without the care and nurture they required. Rushed, but inevitable.
5. You've been one of the greatest influences in the way I changed, perhaps you're a bit aware of it. I regret not having the time to nurture any stronger friendship, to spend the time we shouldve. There are many qualities you have that I've slightly envied. But that's a good thing, for it's what makes you admirable.
6. There was a time when we were both a little too vulnerable. And no one to judge rightly when the both of us were in the wrong. I wish you'd been more honest, there was much untold that I'd always suspected and much untold that remains unknown. But such details, no longer matter. Too bad there was never any real, strength of friendship. I regret not being able to have any more than petty conversations of "hello" but we've grown in different ways. I wish you the best of luck.
hmmmmm~~~~ I can't think of anything else for now~
7. You'll never know, you'll never know how much it filled some of my days to think and think on you. How much it bothered me to think that such a thing was lost, you'll never know how much I missed you. But I found no way to show it, and there were times when the sheer awkwardness..that I still never quite saw the rise of, deterred me further from you..(though you were not quite what cause the rise of such a thing..) There is no longer quite such a wall. But it has been filled, with lack of care. And places that have been difficult to tread across in past, still haunt the mind a bit. I've never been able to show it, and still, I don't know how. I don't know how to pull apart these hours of the day..[to throw away some..] and put you there instead, I'd like to, I really would. I hope you know I miss you. I hope such a thing still means something to you.
...a lot of them start out meant for one person and end up for others a lot of them fit more than one person, they're just lots of different things clumped together
1. I'm sorry. Thanks for everything, you rock. 2. I hope you get fired. 3. GO TO HELL!!!!!!!!!!!! 4. SUCK IT UP!!!!!!!!!!!! 5. Stop being so melodramatic. 6. Sometimes you try too hard to be funny. 7. Stop being so selfish. 8. Do NOT cling to me. 9. Do NOT call me that. 10. Do NOT push me. 11. Hi, want to be friends? 12. I think you're cute, want to go out sometimes? 13. STOP GRADING SO HARSHLY. I MISS MS. TYRE!!!! 14. You're amusing. 15. I'm jealous of you.
hmm....i can't really respond, seeing as to how i speak my mind without a second thought.......(which gets me into trouble of course) but i'll scrape by with 5.
1. I like you/you're hot/etc 2. Want to be friends? (ew...how cliche) 3. YOU ARE THE DUMBEST (race) BOY/GIRL I'VE EVER SEEN! 4. basically any racial slur
12 comments:
1. When it happened the first time I had wanted to apologize, because even then I still felt guilty for being angry at you. It was wrong; it was immoral. But when it happened again, I must say my patience ran out on the spot. You were thus thrown off the pedestral upon which I placed you for the past almost three years... I love you, still. I treat you better than most, still. Perhaps with the right communication I will talk to you about this issue next time, but as of now, this is the only way I will admit that.
2. Sometimes I look back and find this whole thing very pointless, especially when you, the victim herself, don't even realize you have been victimized.
3. Look at that Prince Cockroach, sitting on his high horse...have a nice time while you last. Only slightly more than one year now, only slightly more. How will you then accept the breaking day? I cannot wait to see and laugh. Anyone who approaches me so arrogantly as he did will get his payday, albeit in Monopoly money. I'd love to see you beg then.
4. Do you ever turn around and feel that perhaps, there could be some reality behind our titles to each other? That perhaps this isn't so much a cliche afterall? We came that close to actually living together... You had suggested it yourself. Perhaps I liked it; perchance I did indeed.
5. Where did you go? You were among the first I met at that dear motherland, and among the first to abandon me. The last email from three years ago says you were trapped in a boarding school. Tell me that is not the case, now... Come back.
6. I once ploted with a friend to track you down in that northern country, just to say thank you; good bye. You, who presented me that spark of life in my thirteenth year, whose name still echo with a pulse in my head each time it is said, whispered, writen. You, who defined the very meaning of faith and obsession. I would have remained homophobic if it wasn't for you...isn't that a funny thought, now?
7. The only reason I say I want to turn the clock back to freshman year and keep it there is because of...because of-- You have no idea how many people have called me stupid over this matter. Oh, how they all laughed. You hated crazy, unquiet people; you do still. How do you want me to treat you then?
8. I love and miss the four of you. I lied when I said only two. I lied.
9. I "said" I wished to stay here, but that's because I hoped and waited for you to pull me away...instead of me having to move myself. I need to feel powerless sometimes, too, just so I can stop blaming myself for things gone wrong. Do I regret, now?
10. You do not seem to belive me when I said I find that odd-body part of yours attractive. But such a thing is not something I'd lie or joke about... My only wish now is to see someone wear shorts one day soon, now that the weather gets ridiculously warm on certain days. Perhaps then I will have a way easier time approaching you. Perhaps then I will be reminded of why I ever paid attention to you in the first place. Perhaps then...
Ookay, that last one was getting a bit too obvious and embarrassing. XD;
oh dear, jing's looking at live porn :O
i dont think i have 10 things to say...but yeah ill try.
1. you annoy me at times, but then i get over it afterwards. we have that bond no one else has but then again, we hardly see each other anymore. we talked about the future and how we are going to attend each other's *cough*. those times when we talk about anything and everything makes our friendship worth while. i'm so glad i met you and i wish we can keep in contact through college and beyond. i feel as i don't know you enough to say all this but, meh who cares xD?
2. AHH GET AWAY! stop hanging around us. it's bothersome and erk, evasive. just leave us be.
3. I LIKE LLAMASSSS XD
Wow, Hyo, I don't think that third one belongs on this list. -_-;
I don't really have ten things to say neither.
~ After so many years, you have started to become really tired and more lazy. I think you've affected me too much. I have always wished that you were more outgoing, social, ambitious and strong so that you would have passed it onto me.
~ I'm sorry for saying that I didn't miss you. In reality, I do. I hope that we can hang out one day again. Those years really helped me shape my life and they were happy years. I'm sorry for not accepting and returning your hugs.
~ By moving so far away, you have left almost entirely. It doesn't seem like like you miss us much. Do you ever wonder how it would be if you hadn't moved?
~ I don't know why we never keep in contact. Do you think we'll recognize and greet each other if we happen to cross paths? I hope we say something more than a "hello."
~ Gahhhh, get away. I want my space. And I don't like being depended on. Although it's selfish and horrible of me, I'd rather have someone stronger and powerful.
~ Give me some of your eneerrrgyy. >D
First of all, there is my urge to smack-smack Hyo for that porn remark...>O
And Oli, mine covered a great spectrum of people. Meaning everyone from parents to school people to internet people, obviously not in that order. And those really were things I would never say to them...yeah. >_> <_< >_>
I might say some of them...oneday.
1. I'm sorry I've taken you for granted those few years. I wasn't a very good friend. We don't see each anymore but maybe someday in the future we'll still be as close as we used to. I miss you.
2. Fuck you bitch - You better double checked that you locked all your doors and windows because when I get a gun, I'm coming after you.
3. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. Please die.
4. You embarass me at times but I get over it.
5. How does it feel when you cut?
6. You're annoying, shut up.
7. Hi.
8. I adore you.
9. I miss you.
10. Please go out with me.
1. Did you ever care so much as I did for you? I don't understand how it happened anymore. The emotions of then are lost. But there was a time when you were one of the most important things in my days, dare I say most important? Indeed who knows how much farther I would've fallen in my tired-ness and apathy without such sanctuary. But now, who can say whose fault is whose, we've made our mistakes, both of us. I can only apologize.
2. Your immaturity strikes me as amusing. There are times I don't understand, but under the facade of a stranger, there are new eyes with which to observe. At times there is pity. A flaw of my own? I don't know, though I have asked and asked...futile. Alas, words escape me. Both mistaken.
3. Dear friend, I miss you most perhaps. Sadly, fatigue has filled your place, burdensome. I hope to share days with you again such as in the past. I hope you know still, that I'll always care for you. I hope someday when there's nothing left to fill our times, we can return to our friendship. I hope it never fades away~
4. I have been nothing but a burden, and in some way I wish I could repay a debt larger than my pocket's worth. But alas, I lack such resources, and with the mistakes I've made, it shall be a long time, perhaps to late, before it is done. It feels me with regret.
5. I never hated you, nor would I have wanted you to dissipate... But your eyes tell a different story, one-sided. There is growing to be done, growth and sight to be attained, but alas we are all flawed, and none shall ever be, all-seeing. Such simple things, made multi-faceted, or so it seems at times...
amusing...almost. I can only hope you know there were no feelings of malice at that point in time. I can admit my own mistakes, muddled in desperation. Without the care and nurture they required. Rushed, but inevitable.
5. You've been one of the greatest influences in the way I changed, perhaps you're a bit aware of it. I regret not having the time to nurture any stronger friendship, to spend the time we shouldve. There are many qualities you have that I've slightly envied. But that's a good thing, for it's what makes you admirable.
6. There was a time when we were both a little too vulnerable. And no one to judge rightly when the both of us were in the wrong. I wish you'd been more honest, there was much untold that I'd always suspected and much untold that remains unknown. But such details, no longer matter. Too bad there was never any real, strength of friendship. I regret not being able to have any more than petty conversations of "hello" but we've grown in different ways. I wish you the best of luck.
hmmmmm~~~~ I can't think of anything else for now~
ah, yes
7. You'll never know, you'll never know how much it filled some of my days to think and think on you. How much it bothered me to think that such a thing was lost, you'll never know how much I missed you. But I found no way to show it, and there were times when the sheer awkwardness..that I still never quite saw the rise of, deterred me further from you..(though you were not quite what cause the rise of such a thing..) There is no longer quite such a wall. But it has been filled, with lack of care. And places that have been difficult to tread across in past, still haunt the mind a bit. I've never been able to show it, and still, I don't know how. I don't know how to pull apart these hours of the day..[to throw away some..] and put you there instead, I'd like to, I really would. I hope you know I miss you. I hope such a thing still means something to you.
...a lot of them start out meant for one person and end up for others a lot of them fit more than one person, they're just lots of different things clumped together
I may have posted this more than once.
1. I'm sorry. Thanks for everything, you rock.
2. I hope you get fired.
3. GO TO HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!
4. SUCK IT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!
5. Stop being so melodramatic.
6. Sometimes you try too hard to be funny.
7. Stop being so selfish.
8. Do NOT cling to me.
9. Do NOT call me that.
10. Do NOT push me.
11. Hi, want to be friends?
12. I think you're cute, want to go out sometimes?
13. STOP GRADING SO HARSHLY. I MISS MS. TYRE!!!!
14. You're amusing.
15. I'm jealous of you.
I went overboard. *glug glug*
hmm....i can't really respond, seeing as to how i speak my mind without a second thought.......(which gets me into trouble of course) but i'll scrape by with 5.
1. I like you/you're hot/etc
2. Want to be friends? (ew...how cliche)
3. YOU ARE THE DUMBEST (race) BOY/GIRL I'VE EVER SEEN!
4. basically any racial slur
Allow me to laugh at Jimmyn's list.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAaHAHAHahahAHAHahbaHaaHAHAHAHAhahaggahagag h*coughcough*
Sorry, I just had to rip that from Zhu. XD
Yay...Amy.
I think this is now the only entry in which all of our writers commented. XD
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